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| Author: | OMNICELL [ Mon May 19, 2014 6:05 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | Close and commitment |
Im a second away from having a girlfriend... We've been hanging together for the last several weeks... Im not sure what it means for the long term. I like her! she does act up a bit at times and pushed me to chase her! I joined the main table and sat by 2 women! I could feel the fear and uneasiness! I felt small and fragile! I felt weak. Lots of PTSD problems. I felt much like a women that is forced to sit at a table next to men after she had been raped. Not good! You are in fright! and your nervous system is scared to be around people; and Im a man, so its hard to express and admit.. I admit it! I was rejected by everyone and everything when young! so, its about feeling rejected by others; expecting it. When you tell people you have it going on, it means you accept yourself; others accept you! The only thing I can practice is getting close to others and preying while Im going through the problems and anxiety! Women; Now that Im half dating again; who do I date! there are so many! and I am attracting really beautiful women! its very confusing.. The girl Im about to date, is OK! She's more then OK. But you get this " I can get better stuff" I think she will make a good friend! But she is not a friend with benefits type thing! I can't see a real real long term relationship! My mind is on physical beauty.. having someone look like a Picasso painting of color, or a matisse! Im not sure; Im working through a book on the right girl, kind a thing! Im at that point of interaction. The best thing I can learn from my past mistakes is; get better, become confident |
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