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Childhood

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Fri Oct 02, 2015 4:16 pm

Its real simple; how do relive a childhood when its gone and the people you loved and were important to your childhood are no longer around! You are lonely!

How do you rebuild your childhood!

Its very hard to go through the process of rebuilding your childhood! Its possible; but its hard for me!

I don't have my mother or father to turn to or my brothers or friends!

I want so badly to go back now! Go back and live my life from the beginning! But the players are gone! And most are sociopaths! And a few psychopaths! And other pathological performers! And they dropped me when they thought I was going nowhere in life! These were never my friends, but I never knew it!

And its hard to talk about! All of it! But Ive been unlocked from dissociative disorder! It happened in my therapists office! Its been happening for a while now! And theirs no way to describe it!

I have all of my past buried! all of it from childhood! they tried to erase me! actually, Like Adult Hitler; he did not care what really happened to the jews, he just wanted to get rid of them , so he murdered them! he did not care how they felt before they died! he was simply getting rid of them!

I was gotten rid of, much the same way Hitler got rid of the Jews!

I was gotten rid of by people that did not want me! they did not want me because they were sociopaths! that is the reason! it was not personal!

However, Im left with a whole strange buried history that Im attempting to uncover for the first time!

And I had allot of hidden and developing talents as well; they are buried!

How do I bring them back to life! I think I must let go and let God! stay out of it; take action and let God do the rest!

Women; take action, let God do the rest!

The right women; or soulmate! let it go! and keep visualizing it! but let the outcome go! and thats hard!

allot of things are hard! very hard!

I think its possible to get back my childhood memories! This will be horrible! I have to go back into my house! a house I loved! go back into it within my head! and relive everything! and take what I like and leave the rest!

Its a horrible deplorable nightmare that someone would have taken my childhood home from me! but they were psychopaths!

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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