When I was a child; I had no one; but didn't know it; I had a house i lived in; a neighborhood and a television set; and I got all of my dreams from the TV. However, the psychopaths were watching; and knew when to pull the plug; I did not know I was living with psychopaths. One of them was controlling he other; thus, I ended up safe from that specific monsters; safe for awhile. She tried many times to cause problems; but I was protected; not because of me; but because the other sociopath was ruling; that would not last long; By the time Im 7, Im beginning to wake up that something is not right. By the time I’m 9; its over. Im over with. Looking back; in first grade their were signs. but I was young to know those signs were heading me toward consequences.
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I’m now working with the universe to figure out how to come back; back to normal. This means full acceptance of what happened and back living my life again; feeling safe in my own safe spaces.
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Safe Spaces; what is that? where is it? and with who? Ill attempt to work own this. manifest something; Visualize safe spaces and see who shows up; see what shows up.