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OMNICELL
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The social; or new social begins
   Fri Jan 22, 2021 11:41 pm
I cant be friends with women
   Fri Jan 22, 2021 9:51 am
friendships... Is that what women wanted?
   Fri Jan 22, 2021 1:30 am
Problems with women I guess? My problems ?
   Thu Jan 21, 2021 10:44 pm
Stuff about sex; and not allowing sex
   Thu Jan 21, 2021 8:48 pm
Connecting the 2 halves
   Thu Jan 21, 2021 6:00 am
Now Im starting to get it
   Thu Jan 21, 2021 3:35 am
I could not compete because of my avoidant behavior
   Tue Jan 19, 2021 4:48 am
keep working at it
   Mon Jan 18, 2021 4:17 am
Wake up! Trying to become present
   Sun Jan 17, 2021 7:48 am
Planning life as an AVPD
   Sat Jan 16, 2021 7:24 am
Another break through
   Fri Jan 15, 2021 4:51 am
bulling and apologizing
   Thu Jan 14, 2021 9:17 pm
My work; to get up close in my imagination
   Thu Jan 14, 2021 7:17 am
Get right with God; God is saying
   Thu Jan 14, 2021 1:02 am
The message about the sociopath
   Sat Jan 09, 2021 2:24 pm
Moving forward
   Sat Jan 09, 2021 4:53 am
Beginning to move forward
   Fri Jan 08, 2021 5:11 pm
Im alone again; things are changing.
   Thu Jan 07, 2021 10:17 am

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changing back

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Sat Apr 20, 2019 11:02 am

When I was a child; I had no one; but didn't know it; I had a house i lived in; a neighborhood and a television set; and I got all of my dreams from the TV. However, the psychopaths were watching; and knew when to pull the plug; I did not know I was living with psychopaths. One of them was controlling he other; thus, I ended up safe from that specific monsters; safe for awhile. She tried many times to cause problems; but I was protected; not because of me; but because the other sociopath was ruling; that would not last long; By the time Im 7, Im beginning to wake up that something is not right. By the time I’m 9; its over. Im over with. Looking back; in first grade their were signs. but I was young to know those signs were heading me toward consequences.
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I’m now working with the universe to figure out how to come back; back to normal. This means full acceptance of what happened and back living my life again; feeling safe in my own safe spaces.
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Safe Spaces; what is that? where is it? and with who? Ill attempt to work own this. manifest something; Visualize safe spaces and see who shows up; see what shows up.

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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