I was not suppose to be around the kid I associated with as a kid! I went to his house for experiences! I was not suppose to be their; I did not need him or his stupid family! I was suppose to decide what I wanted to do with my life at that time; when i was young; and go after what I choose; instead I was avoiding or dissociation from what I was actually suppose to do!
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I was stuck around this person instead of growing!
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Im starting to change and notice of things changing; Im starting to go back to the original me; a bit! signs indicate this! I can go after what I want! I dont have to hang around flunkies for this!