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- November 2020
Anxiety and dealing with the opposite sex
   Wed Nov 25, 2020 7:52 am
The work is over my head; but thats OK
   Wed Nov 18, 2020 8:35 am
Wont let the people I love into my life...
   Tue Nov 17, 2020 5:45 am
Social and feeling worthy
   Mon Nov 16, 2020 4:21 pm
Loving myself for real
   Fri Nov 13, 2020 5:15 pm
Moving onward
   Fri Nov 13, 2020 1:29 pm
And her vision keeps getting closer
   Wed Nov 11, 2020 11:19 am
On moving on and creating a new life
   Sun Nov 08, 2020 9:53 pm
Breaking the dating barrier
   Sat Nov 07, 2020 6:22 pm
Back to the drawing board with women
   Thu Nov 05, 2020 2:53 am
Changes are occurring; still isolated and lonely
   Tue Nov 03, 2020 6:13 am

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Changes occurring

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Sat Jan 26, 2019 1:19 am

Im getting better; stronger; my identity.
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Im remembering who I am
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I have goals for the present and the future
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I have massive purpose; in fact; Im not sure if this is going to benefit me at 56 years old; I feel more like Im 15 or 8 or 12. I have purpose and direction; much like a kid waking up in the world. Its authentic! At 56; Im not to old to start out; Im fine; Im 56. Im not sure how to express what Im feeling.
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Feelings! Im having a hard time intellectually expressing my feelings; like my brain is damaged; Im attempting to write on blog sites; pro level blog sites; nothings coming out; Im able to put together 2 sentences; but I can 1.
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I would like to write blogs; write my feelings; they seem detached when attempting real thought out communication; something I can to think about instead of spontaneously feel. However, Ill work on it; Ive got systematic type work structures to work on; meaning; looking at blogs mathematically and not artistically. I have to look at structure first to finish a blog; not worry about the outcome of looking like a genius. Instead; simply create a complete story. Completing a complete story seems hard right now.
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Trauma causes problems.
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Im working on it.
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Im getting better; more inline with myself and my future. More work must be done for me to be present again. Im getting their. more mature
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Doesnt look like Im going to get stuck in old age hating everything like some people! Looks like Im going to be awake and modern to the best I can be; cool, present, turned on. THunder cat hustler. Old hustler. hahahahahahahah

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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