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OMNICELL
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An interest in the arts
   Tue Jun 18, 2019 9:39 am
Social
   Mon Jun 17, 2019 10:32 pm
intimacy 2
   Mon Jun 17, 2019 4:02 pm
intimacy
   Mon Jun 17, 2019 10:51 am
Identity overwhelmed
   Sun Jun 16, 2019 10:22 am
re changing the present
   Wed Jun 12, 2019 3:45 pm
Working out of it; the struggle continues
   Tue Jun 11, 2019 4:14 pm
A new segment of life
   Tue Jun 11, 2019 1:07 am
dealing with life from zero to 18
   Mon Jun 10, 2019 8:13 pm
Connecting to things in the real world
   Mon Jun 10, 2019 11:53 am
Things are changing
   Mon Jun 10, 2019 4:43 am
I have to believe more
   Sat Jun 08, 2019 10:24 pm
liking myself and dating
   Thu Jun 06, 2019 8:46 pm
Dissociation
   Thu Jun 06, 2019 4:58 pm
Love
   Tue Jun 04, 2019 11:05 pm
Purpose
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Happiness
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bulling and meditation and connection and...
   Sun Jun 02, 2019 8:03 pm
Bulling and meditation and connection and...
   Sun Jun 02, 2019 5:57 am
Childhood reconnection;
   Sat Jun 01, 2019 4:26 pm

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Changes occurring

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Sat Jan 26, 2019 1:19 am

Im getting better; stronger; my identity.
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Im remembering who I am
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I have goals for the present and the future
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I have massive purpose; in fact; Im not sure if this is going to benefit me at 56 years old; I feel more like Im 15 or 8 or 12. I have purpose and direction; much like a kid waking up in the world. Its authentic! At 56; Im not to old to start out; Im fine; Im 56. Im not sure how to express what Im feeling.
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Feelings! Im having a hard time intellectually expressing my feelings; like my brain is damaged; Im attempting to write on blog sites; pro level blog sites; nothings coming out; Im able to put together 2 sentences; but I can 1.
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I would like to write blogs; write my feelings; they seem detached when attempting real thought out communication; something I can to think about instead of spontaneously feel. However, Ill work on it; Ive got systematic type work structures to work on; meaning; looking at blogs mathematically and not artistically. I have to look at structure first to finish a blog; not worry about the outcome of looking like a genius. Instead; simply create a complete story. Completing a complete story seems hard right now.
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Trauma causes problems.
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Im working on it.
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Im getting better; more inline with myself and my future. More work must be done for me to be present again. Im getting their. more mature
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Doesnt look like Im going to get stuck in old age hating everything like some people! Looks like Im going to be awake and modern to the best I can be; cool, present, turned on. THunder cat hustler. Old hustler. hahahahahahahah

Dissociative Disorder
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AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
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