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Changes in adolescence

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Thu Jul 26, 2018 11:47 pm

Im starting to revisit 7th grade; in my head! this was a gruesome time for me; I was bullied severely; paralyzed emotionally; I had no male role models; had lost my family! Had nothing; and was being sexual molested by the new people I was living with! These next 2 years; 7th grade and 8th grade will be a horrible waist of time; Im basically a trapped animal! No learning; dissociative; nothingness; but fear and terror and pain and hopelessness; no life; no love; nothing!
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Im now; as an adult; starting to go back in and revisit and; working with the universe; Im beginning to patch new memories and experiences into this time period! Im beginning to extend into it the way I was meant to at that age!
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Im asking the universe to take me to the next step in my development. Im starting to feel safe doing new things that I might have done at that age; learn how to dance; learn how to youtube it and really learn how to dance with trained dance moves; really take it seriously; as I would have then! Im moving forward at that age; and I know it! Thus the real beginning of taking back control of my life at a time that was disastrous! taking back my life where it was stolen from me and thrown away!
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Ive done a lot of work to get to this point! God has done allot of work to open this point up to me!

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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