Not sure why Im alone. I possibly, am alone for several reasons. First; I am authentic and it scares those who practice denial. ITs possible Im disliked because Im on the system. Im on social security, and that is a whole other topic in itself!
Its attraction not promotion! What you see is what you get!
OThers would have to bow down to the truth to seek the truth. Many will not do this!
I am of no interest to people! However,
Im a decent enough person to be of interest to other, yet, they still refuse to associate with me!
Women have liked me! I have not liked me!
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I was just at a 12 step meeting, not so good experience tonight!
Im starting to open up and talk to others.
PTSD problems are more apparent now that dissociative disorder symptoms are down.
My home cleaning is better.
Im washing my clothing on a regular basis.
The PTSD problems and the fact Im on social security associated with dating, trouble me a bit!
The only way I will know what works in a relationship is; get a girlfriend and find out.
Im so " in-out" with myself! I feel unattractive and worthless around women! THis can be worked on. Im already working on it! THe Long term PTSD problems play a role in this. Im not able to be present. However, Im better then dissociative disorder!