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Blog 47

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Thu Apr 05, 2012 10:07 pm

Societies murder people like me.

The rich, killing children for power and money

Status and social positioning " look at me".. Look who I am"... These people have lost there way...

Greed filled.. The human experience means nothing to them... Nothing...

Being an honest person is a blessed curse. Life expectancy can be short.

People have to much on one side of the weigh machine, and not enough on the other

Children are false front images; objects used to intensify the family lie.

People think someone owes them.. And they are going to collect

They want my attention to play the game. One has to play one position, one has to play the other. What if I don't play the game.

I will say what ever I want to say..
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I could take the rope, hang myself. I am the type of person that society wants to throw away... I haven't forgotten that. I need to be safe in my own back yard. I am not safe in the middle of the world..

Its like a bunch of ants crawling on you, over you, through you, all day long...

I remember the kind of person I am.. This society has killed 10s of thousands of people like me. I am someone that questions the system... All of these murderers..

The times Ive loved, Ive loved with all of my heart. I am a genuine person. My love for others has meant nothing! I was thrown away for status. I was thrown away before I got started. no one remembers me. No one wants to..

God knows me, talks to me, loves me, remembers me, is my friend. He is the only one. Other then God, I am alone.

The anxiety disorder is still working and alive and well. Its like an electric fence. I cannot go where I want to go... I see "It", before I see the rest of my mind. I see "it" before I see any of the outside world.


My mind is to weak to be functional. I switch personalities and become suicidal. Im awake when I switch. I haven't passed out for a long while.

I am not from the middle class, I am from the psychiatric class.

I am an artist at the moment. I am so much more. I am to weak to participate.
Last edited by OMNICELL on Sat Apr 07, 2012 10:10 pm, edited 1 time in total.

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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