My life is allot of Thomas Alva Edison. The way things are unfolding; like Edison's whole life story; the short days, the moments of inspiration; the longer quests, the unfolding and tuning of things until something new takes hold that leads to something else that takes hold! Im definitely on the right path of things! Im working with source energy of the universe! Im aligning with the universe!
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The story today is; the Asian-soulmate!
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3 years ago, I inquired and finished a soulmate search; after much writing and studying and learning; I wanted to create a picture beauty contest to suggest my winner for soulmate! Therefor, I pitted one pic after the other of the type of women I liked; I compared one picture after the other; I picked a winner and moved on! After 10,000 pictures ( 7 thousand originally); later I compared another 3 thousand: I found 2 winners! The first was an actress that would represent the personalty side of things; The other picture was a women with a question mark in front of her face; and this would represent my soulmate! However, something strange occurred in the beginning of this quest; everything went Asian very soon from the beginning!
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Next, to the park; I found an island between the trees with dirt and picnic table! I carved out the ground a bit to a make-shift worship site; Kind of an outer space prayer circle type thing; and I used it to pray to source energy of the universe and mediate on my future manifestations!
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I was grappling with the idea of an Asian soulmate! However, I did not have the maturity to turn this potion into a solid! After 2 years of guessing around; one word emerged; Asian-soulmate! I had joined both these 2 words like steal! Nothing would undo them! So, my quest would be to visualized everything Asian soulmate as if its already happened!
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I would imagine Im in a flying machine and attracting Asian women from all over the world to come to my well and drink my water! I could see them from above; all waving at me and crawling to get me!
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I would imagine being on vacations with my Asian soulmate! and soon, I was led from the park to down town where I would walk around and look for clues! and I would find them! I found many Asian women after visualizing and writing affirmations about them!
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I then was noticed by source energy that I needed better social skills; My dissociative disorder symptoms must come down! I had to get close to people!
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And with much sacrifice, Ive allowed others into my life to mentor me socially and their own special way!
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I am not shy about telling others about Asian-soulmate; I have a calculated purpose for this!
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The present;
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Ive had a few Asian women show up who liked me; However, what about after I started this Asian soulmate search?
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Last year a women appeared; she was of everything I asked the universe for! And a few days ago, I was able to get closer to her, talk with her, flirt with her! I pulled away from her for a long time because she ended up around a group of people influencing her I dont like! So, I stayed away!
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Lately, Ive been slowly communicating with her! She was flirting with me! So, after a bit of time; I asked her for her number! I then waited, and discussed the situation with a friend! and I called her! Never received a call back! and that ends that!
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So, Im progressing in this venture! I started with an idea and a desire, and with a plan; I ended up actually attracting an Asian women and got close to her! close enough!
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Did the universe bring us together! I dont know! I think the universe brought her; Im not sure the universe decided in her favor once she was here! but it gave me practice material! and I practiced on her socially! I got as far as flirting with an Asian women that appeared to like me and I asked for a number'; I felt comfortable enough for this and then got the guts up to call her!
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Believe me; calling potential women to date is not easy! it requires practice if one has been out to lunch for to long a time! I freaked out! I had to work through my anxiety with a friend; but I called her! and then nothing! no answer! no one called me back!
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So, This is the beginning! ITs my belief that when a man has a women's number and calls it; He's basically followed though. its the beginning!
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Im afraid this situation with this specific Asian women is no more; it never was! but I got to get close and practice allot! In addition, I was able to comfortably visualize this person in my apartment as if we were dating and coming over all the time; and seeing her in my bed with me! So, I can substitute a new vision women in this place moving in and through my apartment. this process is advancing!
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Problems; much like the light bulb for Edison! I know what I need; but I dont know the material to use to create it!
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I cant get their from here! I have to work with the universe for plans! Who ever I meet from now on; it cant be in the same watering whole I met the other women; its a dead dried up lake! I must move beyond this ignorant situation into something better and more sophisticated!
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The idea behind success based thinking'; everything is a plan, when one plan dries up, one makes another one and goes forward! My next plan for Asian-soulamte is "where"! Thats the work involved! and I must do the work!
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Its important to forget about lost defeats from the past! Move on! This is a most important aspect of positive thinking; negative thinking is replaced with positive thinking and thoughts; thats how I get rid of negative thinking; over ride it with dominating positive thoughts! and I have to learn how to practice this!
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I have to move on to the next set of variables and lessons; and that is a lesson in itself!