The problems with Art are a bi product of the tremendous problems associated with my childhood and beyond! One is destroyed when the psychopath acts! And the act is horrific!
When dealing with the serial killer; a small child might be randomly picked up off a street; bagged, taken to an outlining part of the country side! Destroyed, zipped up and thrown out the open van doors into a field! The psychopath killer does not care! Psychopaths do not care!
Not all people are serial murders; meaning psychopaths don't have to be murder's in the traditional sense!
The psychopath is absolute! I lost all things associated with my past! everything! and no trace of it! no one cared! and no one cared if they ever saw me again!
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As I wake up; I must remember what a miracle this is! However, career things, money things! cars, houses, places to create! these were never developed! so, I find myself in a dilemma of what to do!
I am an artist with no privacy! Im not sure what to do!