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Finding my voice
   Tue Aug 20, 2019 4:47 pm
Three important conversations with women
   Tue Aug 20, 2019 1:39 am
I letting socioapths attack me again; abuse me; feel demoralized
   Mon Aug 19, 2019 11:23 am
Mellowing; and idea of exploring the entrances to the gap...
   Mon Aug 19, 2019 1:20 am
A house and a backyard and 4 walls and a hobby
   Sun Aug 18, 2019 1:09 am
moving into know mans land (positive); and then through
   Fri Aug 16, 2019 9:41 pm
The Gap
   Wed Aug 14, 2019 8:37 pm
Teenage years
   Wed Aug 14, 2019 2:25 am
finding and painting rocks
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 5:14 pm
Expressing my feelings
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 3:26 pm
I know Ive never met any women to date ever....
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 11:02 am
Being alone all of my life with out women or a relationship
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 10:16 am
The wright brothers created plaines; Im creating my new life
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 8:41 am
A new era is starting; But Ive got problems
   Mon Aug 12, 2019 12:19 pm
Signs of the end is here; and a new era starting
   Sun Aug 11, 2019 6:13 pm
Trapped between 2 worlds
   Sun Aug 11, 2019 3:23 pm
Things are getting better; Im still fat; I got a problem
   Fri Aug 09, 2019 11:38 pm
Women have defeated me? and I feel deated? #1
   Fri Aug 09, 2019 6:45 am
Plans from the universe; they have cometh
   Wed Aug 07, 2019 4:39 pm
breaking things and coming together
   Wed Aug 07, 2019 11:44 am
What am I thinking about
   Wed Aug 07, 2019 4:16 am
That breaking point
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 8:45 pm
Needing my mothers permission
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 5:47 pm
And another day
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 5:03 pm
Im so right in the middle of the promises
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 4:35 pm
whats missing with music; live playing
   Mon Aug 05, 2019 11:22 pm
Women and John Denver
   Sun Aug 04, 2019 11:33 pm
Bulling
   Sun Aug 04, 2019 1:33 am
art images coming back and other things; taking action
   Sat Aug 03, 2019 8:35 pm
I wasn't suppose to break the my first girls heart....
   Sat Aug 03, 2019 12:47 pm
Take my mother out of the picture; what do I get.
   Fri Aug 02, 2019 11:47 pm
Where am at right now.
   Thu Aug 01, 2019 11:30 am

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Art and positive thinking

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Sat Dec 02, 2017 8:36 am

Im in a kind of war now; its between negative ways and thinking and positive thinking and a new life!
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The problem is; Im a deliberate creator! This means, no one owes me anything; I have to continually learn how to practice the art of allowing good things into my life! I have to be willing to be a cooperative component of my own new positive stories; positive stories over the old negative stories of " I wish I could but its missing" " I wish I had that thing or desire thats missing, I give up". The new story is; Ive already got what I want, l its already on its way and Im excited about it; Thank you universe for bringing me things I dont know about yet!
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Its a war! The goal is to create a new story or stories about my life; rewrite my story, that it become a positive story,. dominant positive story over the old negative story of I cant, and the negative limiting beliefs that go with it! Im slowly disrupting that old story and creating new parts of a new story over the top! its not easy! meaning, it takes time and practice! No one owes me anything! I have to do the work myself if I want something! If I want to get this done!
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This is a mans job; not a boys!
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A gap resides between me and my childhood, or my childhood and me! Im working on this gap; closing this gap! exposing the past; keep exposing it and exposing it, letting the steam out of it! Slowly allow the past to go its way, and have the present take its place!
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Its all hard work for me! Ive got a close in mind; literally; dissociative! So, it takes practice to go positive and believe it; it takes more discipline then Ive got; but not for long; Im working on it!
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Anything new That I want; I create a visual of it and send it out to the universe with my belief that it will show up down my journey!
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A gap resides with lots of PTSD floating around in the middle of it; the PTSD has to be battled through!
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The goal is to get control of my mind! Not have it control me or feel like it is thinking me!
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The dominant stories in my mind; they must be mine, not my brains!
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As for goals; I have to learn how to set them and stick to them!
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When one sets a desire; one has to believe in it! And that belief is what Im working on! A pathway is created by the universe, It my job to ask source energy to reveal it to me and then turn and follow the path to my desires!
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Trust and allowing and receiving are the biggest issues! I have to keep working at it! over n over n over!
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One major goal is visualizing what I really want; learning to accept what I really want! not easy! not easy at all! It pulls me out of my dissociative state!
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Art;
Art seems to be one of those catalysts for proving myself in the outside world! I have to learn to stick to it! Believe! Its possible; I have to man up on this one and break through the bottle neck!
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Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
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