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| Author: | OMNICELL [ Sun Jun 08, 2014 9:24 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | Alone again |
Im not sure why Im so alone! Im a decent person! Im creative and intelligent! No one is interested. Possibly Im around the wrong people! or people like me are married with adult children! I haven't gotten started... Some will be retiring and I haven't gotten started. It doesn't bother me! Im not sure why Im not noticed or cared about. Im assuming its because Im around program recovery people and not the real people in the real world. I need other people to associate with! When it comes to girls; I have to go for it! I know of no other way! find out as I go along if I get along with someone! I suppose my fear of women will ease up! Im understanding them a bit more these days! Its so very hard; it hits at the core of my pain! pain and loss from my past! Why does it bother me that I have to be around a certain kind of person; as if Im going to find this specific group of people. For example; only those with Masters degrees! and everything will be great. Im thinking; the people Im looking for are within groups of all kinds of people. And it seems lm looking for people! and this as been my down fall all my life. I have had no luck! No one ever treated me with interest for what Im worth. Ive been alone from the beginning all off my life. Im wondering how God is going to help stop this problem. I believe I need to be around sensitive people that are loving and caring, and I do not know who or what they are! In the rooms people are honest; I think, more honest then the normi in the real world. I guess I will have to heal up more and look for the right people. ITs about healing from the pain within.... I will have to turn to God and trust God and work with God. I hate working with God on this subject! |
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