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| Author: | OMNICELL [ Thu Aug 23, 2018 4:09 am ] |
| Blog Subject: | After 4 years; nothing! |
After 4 years; nothing! Ive worked with the universe for 4 years for a girlfriend and a new way of life; and nothing! zero! . At times I just want to kill myself and go back into energy and leave this miserable place! . I have no answers! its like Im living in hell! Its one big game! thats all it is! . I never have girlfriends nor any friends; well I have a few; but their not who I wanted! their OK! their not who I wanted! thats the problem! I keep attracting all the wrong people! . As for women; nothing; zero! . I was on a giant soulmate search; It led specifically to Asian soulmate from Hawaii! Nothing! zero! its all a game! if women did show up! she was filth! worthless Ho! No respect for anything; no quality; nothing! No disrespect to her! She wants to flirt around with every other guy and make it seem like she's doing me a favor to notice me; thats fine; thats not the kind of quality person Im looking for; so; she doesn't count! Im waiting for quality people to show up! they didnt! So; Ive received nothing from the universe! nothing! . Im at my wits end! I dont know what direction to go into! The universe is not giving me any answers! My inner being is not going me any answers; the source energy of the universe is not giving me any answers! I have no idea what to do; or where to turn! death? . Im sick of going to the 12 step meetings I go to; their must be more to life; yes? . I have no idea how to jump across this gap Im in! . I cant believe that the universe could not supply one women out of 3 1/2 billion women; not one can get along with me; nothing! I mean; not one women is comparable with me; not one? nothing! . . . And Im suppose to want to stay on this planet! why! Ive asked the universe for help a trillion times; nothing! |
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