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OMNICELL
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Finding my voice
   Tue Aug 20, 2019 4:47 pm
Three important conversations with women
   Tue Aug 20, 2019 1:39 am
I letting socioapths attack me again; abuse me; feel demoralized
   Mon Aug 19, 2019 11:23 am
Mellowing; and idea of exploring the entrances to the gap...
   Mon Aug 19, 2019 1:20 am
A house and a backyard and 4 walls and a hobby
   Sun Aug 18, 2019 1:09 am
moving into know mans land (positive); and then through
   Fri Aug 16, 2019 9:41 pm
The Gap
   Wed Aug 14, 2019 8:37 pm
Teenage years
   Wed Aug 14, 2019 2:25 am
finding and painting rocks
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 5:14 pm
Expressing my feelings
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 3:26 pm
I know Ive never met any women to date ever....
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 11:02 am
Being alone all of my life with out women or a relationship
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 10:16 am
The wright brothers created plaines; Im creating my new life
   Tue Aug 13, 2019 8:41 am
A new era is starting; But Ive got problems
   Mon Aug 12, 2019 12:19 pm
Signs of the end is here; and a new era starting
   Sun Aug 11, 2019 6:13 pm
Trapped between 2 worlds
   Sun Aug 11, 2019 3:23 pm
Things are getting better; Im still fat; I got a problem
   Fri Aug 09, 2019 11:38 pm
Women have defeated me? and I feel deated? #1
   Fri Aug 09, 2019 6:45 am
Plans from the universe; they have cometh
   Wed Aug 07, 2019 4:39 pm
breaking things and coming together
   Wed Aug 07, 2019 11:44 am
What am I thinking about
   Wed Aug 07, 2019 4:16 am
That breaking point
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 8:45 pm
Needing my mothers permission
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 5:47 pm
And another day
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 5:03 pm
Im so right in the middle of the promises
   Tue Aug 06, 2019 4:35 pm
whats missing with music; live playing
   Mon Aug 05, 2019 11:22 pm
Women and John Denver
   Sun Aug 04, 2019 11:33 pm
Bulling
   Sun Aug 04, 2019 1:33 am
art images coming back and other things; taking action
   Sat Aug 03, 2019 8:35 pm
I wasn't suppose to break the my first girls heart....
   Sat Aug 03, 2019 12:47 pm
Take my mother out of the picture; what do I get.
   Fri Aug 02, 2019 11:47 pm
Where am at right now.
   Thu Aug 01, 2019 11:30 am

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After 4 years; nothing!

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Thu Aug 23, 2018 4:09 am

After 4 years; nothing! Ive worked with the universe for 4 years for a girlfriend and a new way of life; and nothing! zero!
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At times I just want to kill myself and go back into energy and leave this miserable place!
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I have no answers! its like Im living in hell! Its one big game! thats all it is!
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I never have girlfriends nor any friends; well I have a few; but their not who I wanted! their OK! their not who I wanted! thats the problem! I keep attracting all the wrong people!
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As for women; nothing; zero!
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I was on a giant soulmate search; It led specifically to Asian soulmate from Hawaii! Nothing! zero! its all a game! if women did show up! she was filth! worthless Ho! No respect for anything; no quality; nothing! No disrespect to her! She wants to flirt around with every other guy and make it seem like she's doing me a favor to notice me; thats fine; thats not the kind of quality person Im looking for; so; she doesn't count! Im waiting for quality people to show up! they didnt! So; Ive received nothing from the universe! nothing!
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Im at my wits end! I dont know what direction to go into! The universe is not giving me any answers! My inner being is not going me any answers; the source energy of the universe is not giving me any answers! I have no idea what to do; or where to turn! death?
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Im sick of going to the 12 step meetings I go to; their must be more to life; yes?
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I have no idea how to jump across this gap Im in!
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I cant believe that the universe could not supply one women out of 3 1/2 billion women; not one can get along with me; nothing! I mean; not one women is comparable with me; not one? nothing!
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And Im suppose to want to stay on this planet! why! Ive asked the universe for help a trillion times; nothing!

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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