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| Author: | OMNICELL [ Thu Jun 21, 2012 11:53 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | 76 |
I plan to draw pictures buy the lake next to a cabin like when I was a boy... With no expectations of being anything else ever. All I needed was ink pens and a tablet and to feel safe.. Nothing more. The old family system will have left my mind so I will not think of loss. There was nothing to lose in the first place. It was all a lie... I pray for all the dead children that had to kill themselves because there families betrayed them. Poor kids. I remember them. I pray for them.... I pray for my future wife. I hope she isn't still on dope. Ill keep drumming, it seems to be doing so many great things for me at this time. Dealing with manipulative creeps is getting to me. They are winning. I cant stand up to them. Im getting over ran... What do I do. Im slowly learning what to do.. I don't want to go through with this. I was born to be an actor. I have to remember this. I am suppose to be on a stage. That is a long distance dream. I have to keep working on it.. Trusting God. I am to create 500 songs. I better get started or I don't get new stuff. Im 50 years old and women still love me. I get hit on all the time.. However, I can feel the hair loss. At some point all of this is going to change. I will not be attractive to women anymore. I will get old. I have to prepare for this. This sucks. Women are so hot.... |
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