Im moving forward in the song creation process. Several days ago I decided to do something with the songs Iv'e been working on in church. Im having to start over, start with an empty chalk board. I have an understanding of song form and chords.. The exploration in lyric writing is beginning. Real story telling lyrics is not easy for me. Iv'e decided to make many poem drafts until Iv'e found the words Im looking for. Its all a very good lessons.
Learning to understand: PTSD is the cause, not people. When I get triggered I blame, I attack!
The land is full of monkeys. Its about control issues. Who will be in control, who will maneuver the other guy first.
Its all to more,
Im getting a better understanding of my condition