As I get stronger, meaning, this mind returning to the outside world; whats left of it!, I understand the world Im experimenting with. I know its a world that kills children, sends innocent young people to the battle fields to die,. Its a place of disrespect, tragedy, abandonment, rape, murder,hatred, in all its forms.
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I live in a land of stupidity and hate. Iv'e never seen such hate toward the innocent as I have in my own country. Its beyond me.
Im finally dealing with it and coming through; through the nightmare back to day time. Or, Im willing to open the door a bit and look around.
Immaturity from others is the great enemy, it is not the armies of the land I fear or the police that police. It is the idiots that have to be policed that are causing such calamity.
A fascist socialistic sociopathic Elitist government is not helping.
The people cannot hide, no help, no safety. The people have no rights! nor real free speech. All is a lie. The whole place is a lie. The whole concept is a lie. Its about money, nothing more. Its about Elitism and the worshiping of others as God idols; People ( the person next to me) is not a God, nor should they be worshiped as such. God is the creator of the Universe and all things. The person in front of me in the check out line did not create the Universe. If HE/SHe did, Prove it! Humans might think they are Gods, it is a lie.
People ( adults), are liars!. They are 4 year olds' paying bills, nothing more. ITs all a ######6 lie. Everything out here is a ######6 lie, its all a big ######6 lie.
The local business man smiles in front of the camera, yet at home, he rapes his children, sending them into mental illness; death by the rope in moms closet,.
"WHat are you going to be when you grow up", " Im going to be God and be worshiped like God, and look for those that think they are Gods, we will worship each other together, we will be one big narcissistic nightmare together"≤≥ Great!, Wonderful!!! What a life!!!
People are imaginative 4 year olds in a fantasy that pay bills, nothing more. The world is made up of 4 year olds, the age never went higher≥ Everything is a lie, Everything is a lie, Everything is a lie except God the creator.
God has my blue print, You don't !!..
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Human beings cannot be trusted, cannot be trusted with anything,., Cannot be trusted at any level. Human being\s cannot be trusted to be human beings, they will take everything they can get; leave me with nothing.
Humans kill there own kind for sport and leave the children fatherless to die on the streets.
How can a decent man want to be apart of this. How can a decent man want to be esteemed in this nightmare. I want to run and hide when Im outside. Just give me a safe place to rome.
Im on my knees to God all day; I live in a jungle full of monkeys that fall from trees.
There will be no peace on the outside, Its an inside job. Peace comes from within!
Its not all about me! Its also about you, helping you, taking care of you!
In God I trust... I don't trust monkeys that fall from trees.