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2 steps forward, 2 steps back!

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Fri Oct 31, 2014 4:39 am

How do you handle young women! when your an older man! meaning everything legal!

I mean; in the dating game, your hitting on young women! what can you expect! nothing! and if you have the stomach for it! you will learn about this volatile journey!! Im learning!

anytime I start fantasizing about things! I have to stop! I have to remember! I must go up to the person and talk to them or with them! I must interact with them and ask them out or get a phone number! I must find out how they feel about me by asking, not by guessing. Im asking indirectly, Im not talking about being a creepo!

Im talking about learning the hard way of a place in life that is hard! No one owes me anything! in the real world, you take chances! and find out what happens! your not in your brain! its not safe! your in the real world, you can get torn apart! prepare yourself!

Im learning the hard way!

I am a human being!

Im learning that Im looking for gems in the dirt! I might have to go through allot of dirt before I find people that appreciate me! and this will be humiliating work!

People can be deceiving! meaning, you may read something into them! and find out they are not responding the way you think they should! or they don't like you the way you thought they would!

2 kinds of people in the world! those who are going to find out the truth by asking the first person source and those who don't!

I am a person that is practicing! and I take allot of hits along the way! truly, for me! its about taking chances and getting slammed! people are hardcore and do not care about my feelings!

I might think I have value to them; and I have no value to them! its all a dream! I mean nothing to them!

They have control, I do not! they have the right to not like me even if I think they do! what I can learn! stop fantasizing, and walk up and ask them! I must respond when their interaction occurs!

Dealing with people can be hard on a person! you can be completely wrong about people when you think your completely right!

You might think this beautiful girl likes you when she does not!

Ive had plenty of girls like me and think Im cute while in solid relationships they are not going to break!

Ive had girls Im convinced liked me! and they don't! they have no sexual interest in me! nothing! and this sucks and its hardcore and its the truth! so you have to talk to God and get back in there and start again! until you get the bigger picture understood!

The idea here is not to be alone! its about ending loneliness!

Dissociative Disorder
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AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
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