Lucy - 17? - Original? - Host
Nothing much has happened today. I've been extremely tired for whatever reason, I could've slept all day, honestly. Luckily I did get up eventually.
I've created a daily routine to get myself back on track. As much as I hate it, I've included exercise, as it promotes feeling more awake and getting better sleep. Getting into shape wouldn't be too bad, either. I also read that dividing up daily tasks and chores to alters was a healthy thing to do, which is something I guess I struggle with, since I'm a bit of a control freak with some things. I'll have to let that go.
Everyone seems to be doing fine, I'm questioning more and more every day if I really am the original. It scares me a lot. I've gotten the strong feeling before that I've taken over the body of someone else, which freaks me out more. What if I'm not important? Or real? We're all perfectly real, I know, but I'm worried.
I don't know what to think anymore. Maybe I shouldn't stress too much over it. If I'm hosting, and I'm not the original, there's probably a very good reason.
Until next time! <3