Michael - Original - 17
I've decided to chill and stop overthinking things. They'll talk to me when they're ready, if they don't want to, or they're busy, that's okay. I gotta stop freaking over things like this and go with the flow. I'm good at that for some things, but never health issues. It's a big yikes I guess.
Things are okay. I ate today without doing anything negative about it, which is good, though I'm feeling that guilt. I got a lot done! I'm proud, I don't remember exactly if anyone helped me out 'cause my memory's not 100% but if they did I'm super grateful. Sometimes I don't even notice, the influence or shift is so natural sometimes.
All in all I'm grateful for them. I know I can be a struggle to deal with and they're there for me. Harley was frustrated earlier that, when we exercised for the first time in a loooong time, the body could barely do much. I reminded her that this body has been through a lot of stuff and needs time to get back into the groove of things. I think she understands, I mean she's got a good head on her shoulders and all that.
I met someone else, or someTHING else. Not sure which category to put them in. Jax! A computer alter, kind of. Very techy and stuff like that. I guess is all around maybe? In the background or place to place looking after the technical stuff? Logical stuff? He does have a sense of humor. He's almost... cliche in a way, no offense to him. I like him.
Well, anyway, when the sun shifts, I'll be back to type stuff out. Hope you're doing well if you're reading this! Goodnight! <3