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TW Trisha Paytas Drama & Harsh Words
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It's been quite some time, wow
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TW Trisha Paytas Drama & Harsh Words

Permanent Linkby LucyTate on Thu Mar 26, 2020 2:23 pm

Evan - Host

I didn't want to bring this up but I need to vent. I'm actually gonna cry, DissociaDID doesn't deserve this. Trisha needs to stop. They've gone through too much pain already, now this? It's extremely upsetting. I saw the videos from her other account, honestly disgusting. She's making people with DID, OSDD, HPD, and BPD all look bad. She's adding more stigma to an already struggling community.

It upsets us there's nothing we can do about this. I don't trust myself to make a comment on this because I'm sure it'll come off as angry and rude since I'm so upset, and I don't think there's anything I can say to improve this. DissociaDID and Team Pinata don't deserve this.

TRISHA. NEEDS. TO. GET. HELP. Gosh knows she has enough money to get a full freakin psych eval, a therapist, and psychiatrist. But no, she has to continue hurting people. It's honestly disgusting. If I could I would beg her to stop, people already have tried, it's no use. I guess the best we can do is stop giving her attention. I'm very upset and I know other systems and singulars are, too. I wish I could do something. We wish we could.

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It's been quite some time, wow

Permanent Linkby LucyTate on Sun Mar 22, 2020 10:49 pm

Evan - 18 - Original, Host, Gatekeeper

So a lot has happened. Inpatient, group therapy (which I am now out of), a new part discovered (I'm still confused about that one), and of course, the online drama and isolation/quarantine! Woot!

So group therapy went okay. We had a not so nice conversation with one of the therapists, where he inferred we were making this all up, and after that everything gradually got much quieter and more confusing. I've personally had trouble identifying who was coming out and who was talking, when they did.

Because of the virus, our therapy and psychiatry appointment are now over phone. I dislike it, a lot, I hate doing it over the phone or online, but it'll have to be what it's gonna be. I heard this is gonna go on for 15 days, so that's not too terrible. We're hoping everything'll improve by then.

(Violence Mention)
Our new part claimed to be created the day before I found out about him, which is odd to me but okay I guess. He said he's willing to do anything to protect this body, including killing it. The night we met he said he was going to kill this body whether I liked it or not. I hope he's changed his mind about that but I just got a voice (I think him) saying he hasn't. Oop-

(Mention over)
So that's been life for us. Very quiet, random bursts of more intense dissociation (but of course lol), and lots of cleaning. The body's birthday happened! Very exciting. I think the littles want a new stuffed animal. We saw one in a youtube video and now we want it lol. I love collecting them and it makes them happy so why not right? If anyone knows where you can get large cheap stuffed animals, let us know!

Thank you guys, hope everything goes well for you <3

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Charlie

Permanent Linkby LucyTate on Wed Dec 04, 2019 7:00 pm

Charlie - 42 - ?

Hello hello! I'm Charlie, otherwise known as The Doctor, and I am here for a reason unbeknownst to this system so far. Funny, right? I think so. The Doctor is a nickname I came up with. I like it a lot. It's a favorite of mine honestly, reminds me of my days back in a long time ago where i found myself dreaming of way better times. Definitely.

Yesterday (feels like today) I met the host's brother. Real rude if you ask me. I'm not sure exactly what to write about but apparently, according to Evan, I am a fictive. I didn't know this before but I guess it's true. I'd hope they wouldn't lie.

I'll let them type.

Evan - 17 - Original, Host, Gatekeeper

Charlie, or "The Doctor", is a fictive combination of Willy Wonka from that "Chocolate Factory" movie, though taking the name from the main character who is not Willy Wonka for some reason I guess, and The Doctor from, of course, "Doctor Who". I think this happened because directly before the breakdown and integration, Michael had seen that movie and talked deeply about Doctor Who with our mother, and pretty much connecting both with the whole experience in a way.

That's the only explanation I can think of. We don't really know, even he isn't sure, what his exact role here is, but we'll find out together. It is worth mentioning he loves roses, so I offered us to grow some. I think it's a lovely idea and I'm sure the others wouldn't mind, either. Especially Lilly.

I really miss Jake. I didn't know him for too long before he kind of disappeared, I talked to him recently, well it was like a projection/something of him, not fully him, and apparently he's resting or hiding or something similar. I'm just very fond of him.

Well, stay safe my dudes. <3

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Finally updated my journal!

Permanent Linkby LucyTate on Wed Dec 04, 2019 3:51 am

Evan - 17 - Host, Original

A quick update on here to say I updated my journal with the full story. That should make it easier to talk over it with my therapist, having it written down. Also, we have a new friend!

He's busy at the moment, but I'm sure he'll come introduce himself at some point soon. I think he'd like to do it himself, rather than me doing it for him. But he's really nice and I think he's gonna get along great with everyone!

Things have been fairly okay. Still feeling a bit shaken up inside, but I'm able to function pretty darn well! I've been doing daily tasks and actually exercising, I know there's more I need to do but it's hard to keep my head on straight at this point.

Also, I don't think I'm stuck anymore! The new dude came out and I think Harley did a bit and it actually worked smoothly. I am very very relieved.

So stay safe guys <3

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Evan has arrived

Permanent Linkby LucyTate on Tue Dec 03, 2019 1:13 am

Evan - 17 - Host, Original

So, a lot has happened.

I, who was just little old Michael, had a major breakdown, realizing many things and breaking down barriers that have been up for a long time. Afterward, there was great question as to who exactly I was; I was scared, that was for sure. But now, though I am still mostly just stuck in front, understand what happened.

Apparently, James and Michael integrated. After the WONDEROUS struggle, I'm still working out all the details, I really need to talk with my therapist, but it happened. Harley is very happy with this, uncharacteristically so, and I guess I'm pretty glad. One of us who will go unnamed is still struggling. Eli-Lucy-is, well, possibly dead?

According to Harley they died. I'm going to ask directly on the DID forum if this is even possible. Their spirit is still present, I can genuinely feel their presence, they've just... gone. I'm still in denial about it, I don't even know if it's really true.

Like I said, I need to talk with my T. Hopefully together we can figure this out.

Stay safe, guys. <3

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