Evan - 17 - Host, Original
So, a lot has happened.
I, who was just little old Michael, had a major breakdown, realizing many things and breaking down barriers that have been up for a long time. Afterward, there was great question as to who exactly I was; I was scared, that was for sure. But now, though I am still mostly just stuck in front, understand what happened.
Apparently, James and Michael integrated. After the WONDEROUS struggle, I'm still working out all the details, I really need to talk with my therapist, but it happened. Harley is very happy with this, uncharacteristically so, and I guess I'm pretty glad. One of us who will go unnamed is still struggling. Eli-Lucy-is, well, possibly dead?
According to Harley they died. I'm going to ask directly on the DID forum if this is even possible. Their spirit is still present, I can genuinely feel their presence, they've just... gone. I'm still in denial about it, I don't even know if it's really true.
Like I said, I need to talk with my T. Hopefully together we can figure this out.
Stay safe, guys. <3