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| Author: | Lucky Star [ Sun Oct 06, 2013 9:28 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | Alone & Scared |
I've never really been alone before. But now my dad doesn't live here and my brother's on holiday. During the day I'm okay. But when it's time for me to sleep. I here things that scare the living daylights out of me. I hear whispers and movements on the staircase. The house isn't old enough to be haunted. But at night I actually believe that someone is trying to break in and sneak up the stairs. I cried myself to sleep last night out of pure fright. I never thought I'd say this, but I need at least one other human in the house to keep all of the monsters away. And that other human has to be my brother. I'd say it has to be my boyfriend, but we're in a long distance relationship. So, right now it's just not possible. I'm scared of going to bed tonight. I have an awful feeling that I'm going to hear it all again. Whispers and footsteps approaching. It takes a hell of a lot of telling myself that it can't be possible because the dog is quiet downstairs to make myself believe that it's an illusion created my my frightened mind. And still, I somehow believe that they really existed. But I know it's not logically possible because if a stranger enters the house my dog goes crazy barking and growling. My brother comes home tomorrow. So, I guess I'll be okay. Just one more night of pure terror to go. |
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