Wow, today turned out better than I expected. I was terrified and one of my exercise friend ended up being in the depression group with me
. We often go to coffee after exercise but have never discussed depression lol. I really enjoyed the activities of the course - it was physical rather than cognitive. It took me out of my head and it was like a lovely holiday. My friend being in the group made me feel so much more secure. I'm such a big baby lol. Mr Computer Man came and put my sound back on my computer... he spent 3 hours trying to fix the wireless problem that I couldn't fix and we ended up just agreeing that I would have to just bear with it unfortunately 
. But I have Adele and that is all that matters 
I have my priorities SOOO straight! Mr Computer Man asked why I don't work and I said "Oh because I have bipolar" and he said "Wow, my wife has something similar, do you mind if she emails you?". It turns out that our son's suffer from similar conditions too. I found out something else today - that pathology don't do blood tests without a pathology request form - DOH! 
.I couldn't believe it that I forgot the form. I was soooooooooo exact with my lithium last night and I set my alarm for my dose as well as the test this morning to have it exact... I just forgot the most crucial part of the process
sh1t! I'll apply the same precision to tonights dose and do the same thing tomorrow but this time with the request form... I think I might just be assured of a better outcome that way. 
For some reason I am feeling lonely... Mr Sleazy One seemingly has lost interest in me. He wasn't a good option but being chased still took up some time and gave me some attention. Me a duffer
So what have I done? 
I created a profile on a dating site "CrazyPeopleNeedLuv2" hahaha... 
I'm really interested to see whether it draws other nutters relieved to not be discriminated against or whether I'll just become a social leper on the site haha