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| Author: | Kaleb28 [ Mon Jun 14, 2021 3:59 am ] |
| Blog Subject: | My thoughts for the day |
this is a blog what should I talk about hm... It's funny I have all the thoughts in my head before I post and when I want to then I don't well let's try talking about ocd/sexual $#%^ I find men attractive I don't like it but I do one of the moderators who comments by the name.of Snaga says that he thinks it's ocd but only because I said it freaks me out that I find men attractive. so what but does it actually make freak me out, I mean sure I might not like that I find men attractive but plenty of people don't like there sexual orientation I usually get a large bit if anxiety when I see It and It makes me wish I was what I was a year or hell even two months ago but I'm probably just gonna have to give those up all they are are long distant memories and regardless of how depressing it might be I have to move on. I don't like masterbation now because than I'll think of guys as well which I think I dislike I don't know am I wouldn't want to try a date with a guy because what if I like it I don't want to test thoughs waters I still like women but it's not a strong as it once was which sucks I used to obsess over women now I'm not going to have those fantasies to the same extent or to the same enjoyment that I used to why can't it just be simple and be I like men do I like men I don't know this post for whatever reason is making me stress I just want the thougts out of my head for even a day anything ANYTJING would work I practically can't think of anything else unless I'm walking ot being preoccupied anyway I've said a lot and my anxiety is high from writing this |
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