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- October 2021
Happiness
   Wed Oct 13, 2021 6:58 am
Depression
   Sun Oct 03, 2021 9:16 pm
Painless death
   Sat Oct 02, 2021 6:44 pm
I wish I wasn't young
   Sat Oct 02, 2021 5:25 am
Hormones
   Sat Oct 02, 2021 4:09 am

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Happiness

Permanent Linkby Kaleb28 on Wed Oct 13, 2021 6:58 am

I feel happy and I feel very gay, I guess the best term would be unerving content

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Depression

Permanent Linkby Kaleb28 on Sun Oct 03, 2021 9:16 pm

I found evidence (I think) that sexuality can change I've recently enjoyed masterbating to men and the idea of doing stuff with a guy seems somewhat exciting sadly. anyway here's the link to the article:



https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4442487/

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Painless death

Permanent Linkby Kaleb28 on Sat Oct 02, 2021 6:44 pm

I can't even find a painless way to die yeah it kind of scares me but at the same time if I could get some lidocaine it would be easier problem being that all the ' hospital grade' stuff is only used buy doctors and the strongest stuff I could find was only available via prescription (and btw lidocaine is a numbing agent it by itself can't kill you) I just want this nightmare to end but the problem is that do to my stupid regide closed mindedness there's only one way I want it to end but I'm very certain that I won't be able to get that and death clearly isn't an option. As much as I hate saying this I personally don't identify as straight anymore even though I want to these feelings and urges are just to strong I can't fool myself I to thinking it's my anxiety I'm not that stupid I guess. I just want to believe that this is a phase but it isn't I wish I was old at least I wouldn't have the rest of my life in front of me.

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I wish I wasn't young

Permanent Linkby Kaleb28 on Sat Oct 02, 2021 5:25 am

I wish I wasn't young or at the very least open minded I want death so bad and yet I'm not old enough to access any death by dignity laws and I can't kill myself

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Hormones

Permanent Linkby Kaleb28 on Sat Oct 02, 2021 4:09 am

I just want to get rid of my hormones I'm tired of fluctuating between straight gay straight gay. I was happy one way before but to be honest that's so foreign to me that I don't even want that anymore, I just don't want hormones sexuality is a curse upon myself I wish I was asexual I want to live my life without all this BS

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