For as long as i can remember i have been attached to a feeling that i need a man in my life who can withhold my mysterious bundle of feelings.
He should understand what lurks inside me, know what makes angry. Carry the anger even though he doesn`t know it.
I have had different kinds of relationships, i wish i could find a better relationship with someone i can discuss my feelings with.
It takes time to develop good communication skills and then to recognise it in someone else.
Hope i get it right someday.
And that its not all just a
