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| Author: | Hallusinating [ Wed Aug 31, 2011 9:28 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | Aftermaths |
I know today that most the things that has been going on inside my life was outside my control. I know that there were few or little things that i could have said then that would have made any different outcome. At the time most of these things happened i was too young to realize what i should do about them. Solving problems takes a lot of knowledge and i didn`t have all that knowledge at that time. I keep wishing that my friend had met someone who had or my neighbour or the dog for that matter! Learning about the harshness in life is never a good experience, it can take years for those wounds to mend properly. Sometimes they make me feel worn out and sometimes they can make feel stronger. I remember "E" my friend giving me a letter before i went for one of my trips, she insisted that i didn`t open it until i sat on the plane. Inside the letter was a card that said "Thank you for being such a good friend". It touched every nerve part inside of me... Death isn`t about life its about losing someone who mattered especially to me, maybe not the whole world read those words, and maybe the fat guy sitting next to me didn`t understand why my eyes became tear filled. Without her in my life i wouldn`t have know what true friendship was about. Her spirit is always here with me. I had friends before she came into my life who didn`t give a rats tail for my feelings, and here she was serenading me for only being her friend. I haven`t been proud of myself for many things but that moment there she proved to me that i hadn`t been a f... up in my last friendship and that i still had something inside me that was worth sharing with others. That is what this one person managed to tell me with such few words. So i hope this letter inspires YOU! to give some of these words out to someone you love too, because they can mean a great difference in somebody`s head. And they can be remembered for years even after the relationship is over. So go out and love some more! A bit ironic that we named the cat for Missy..... |
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