My sleeping has been so weird lately... I was good last night and went to bed at a sensible time (at least I think I did, I can't actually remember right now). I had weird and awful dreams as usual. I woke up at about 6am today, all bright and bubbly, but I didn't want to get up in case I disturbed my housemate.
So I fell back asleep again. I felt absolutely dead to the world whenever I slightly awoke from sleep from then on. I'm wondering if that is a particular personality influencing me. I had those awful body memories and couldn't bring myself to drag myself out of bed until about 4:30pm!
I had a gig this evening. It was good to just sing for a bit. I needed that release. I felt crap that no-one I knew decided to turn up. I often wonder if I'm even the smallest bit important to anyone who knows me...
