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Author:  CrackedGirl [ Fri Mar 16, 2012 9:14 pm ]
Blog Subject:  Bad Day & Anniversaries

Today was a bad day.

I had a very difficult therapy session where I talked about a difficult day in terms of abuse stuff and it really hit home and connected with me in a way things have not done so much before. I really felt for the little girl who was hurt and I am having a tough time trying to get the mess it has left behind out of my head. I know sleep will help but I am not tired atm. I just feel like I have opened the door to a lot of mess.

Then I was meant to have repeat bloods and because of the significance of the tests I had got all worried about it so I got to the GP and the nurse told me they had booked me in for an appt at the wrong time of day so I have to go back on tuesday again to have them done. Plus it is a stupid thing but the nurse who is going to do it I used to sing in a choir with and she will see my scars.

Tomorrow is the anniversary of my Grandpa's death. I was 17. He was an amazing man and after my Dad died was like a father figure to me. I miss him hugely.

Sunday is the anniversary of my Dad's death (Grandpa was his Dad). I was 8. He was also amazing and I wish he was alive now so he could see who I have become.

I am spending Mother's Day with my Granny and she will be all sad understandably so I need to try to cheer her up. I have got her some nice flowers and a card so hopefully she will like that.

I think I will be glad to see the end of today.

Hope you are all well

Hugs

Cracked



Comments

Author:  Restored [ Sat Mar 17, 2012 3:15 pm ]

Huge huge hugs hun

Im sure both your grandpa and dad would be super proud of the woman you have become. You are such a kind generous loving supportive person and they are all beautiful traits to have and i am sure they would be proud of all you have achieved and working to achieve.

Thinking of you huge hugs xxx

Author:  CrackedGirl [ Sat Mar 17, 2012 4:03 pm ]

Thank you very very much hon - that means a huge amount

Huge hugs

Cracked

Author:  Bettyboop [ Sat Mar 17, 2012 6:28 pm ]

Sending hugs and love at this hard time.

I hope you and you gran manage to have a lovely day together inspire of date/anniversaries.
Sit and drink tea together. Tea always helps xx

Author:  lilyfairy [ Sun Mar 18, 2012 12:32 pm ]

Huge hugs Cracked

I think they would be very proud of you too.

Thinking of you

Lily

Author:  CrackedGirl [ Sun Mar 18, 2012 3:53 pm ]

Thank you so much guys I really appreciate it. I have got back from Granny and had a nice time. She liked her flowers so that is good.

Huge hugs to you

Cracked

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