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| Author: | Cate68 [ Thu Nov 14, 2013 5:28 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | +++++++++++++++++++++++++++ |
I'll take the ######6 rhisperdol tonight with the other meds. I'll have to wean myself off of Peter Woodward. Its' not healthy and it isn't helping anything. He is a beautiful man and he can do a lot of cool things and he teaches a lot of great things but I'm getting sicker and sicker and I don't have a reprieve and I need something more. God might be nice, if I could get a handle on God. God eludes me. Spanish is an okay diversion but I need other diversions. Of course, having plenty to eat would help. 30 more minutes. |
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| Author: | Cate68 [ Thu Nov 14, 2013 5:19 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | This evening. |
I will clean the house. I will fix supper. I will take a huge amount of pills. I will go to bed at 8:30 or earlier -Sue or Liz or Gladys be damned. |
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| Author: | Cate68 [ Thu Nov 14, 2013 5:14 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | Die |
I should die. I want to to die. I know that I should die. I can't live like this. I don't want to work anymore. |
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| Author: | Cate68 [ Thu Nov 14, 2013 5:11 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | The opera doesn't do anything. |
The operatic stuff I play only soothes temporarily. I need to be home in bed. I am super super sick. I am scared. I don't want to be here. I have thirty more minutes in hell. My stomach churns and is in knots. I hate my goddamn job. |
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| Author: | Cate68 [ Thu Nov 14, 2013 4:58 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | I'm putting my head down and resting. |
Resting. |
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