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I think I'm done

Permanent Linkby Alevi on Sun Oct 30, 2011 12:57 pm

I don't think I need these kind of forums any longer.

I am being loved, and shown acceptance and respect, and I am no longer afraid of not being in control or not knowing what the future will bring and such.

I would have liked to hang around - if the attitudes of the management had been more conducive to humans being humans.
Unfortunately, the dominant attitude is conformism, not humanism, and as such there will always be the gentle nudging, the persistent steering of the narrative of people towards fitting within what one has defined.
That does not foster a better understanding.
Nor does it help anybody - except for those who have a mental need for condemning others.

I see no reason to be a part of [i]that[/i].

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Finally I got faith

Permanent Linkby Alevi on Tue Aug 16, 2011 6:53 am

Believing in others and changing my perception of them to become positive, has been very difficult for me, for various reasons.
One of which is people not being very positive themselves.

But I managed to get in touch with a friend, who by simply being a friend, has helped me enormously in wrenching that view-of-others around.

And now - finally - I got that last little bit of trust bloody hammered in place, and can now have full confidence in not just my ability to improve my life, but the ability of others to help, and for the future to bring even more goodness.

"And now, we shall begin": http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yI0L3EfpTSE

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Handle your own disagreements with the mods please

Permanent Linkby Alevi on Sat Jul 23, 2011 8:59 am

I'm putting this here so that hopefully I am not asked to take sides in other's conflicts ever again.

These are very specific forums, and not a place for the usual kind of internet-drama that follows when somebody has a disagreement with a moderator.

1. Handle your own disagreements.
2. Don't involve others.
3. Listen to the mods.

And if you ask for my advice or my opinion, I _will_ give it to you.

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Oh joy, emotionally abusive parents

Permanent Linkby Alevi on Thu Jul 21, 2011 10:39 pm

Which I believe is at the root of my problems in relating to others, thinking positively and having my emotional circuits going haywire.

Aggrevating, frustrating, and depressive, given that my mother is nearing 60 and she still has never taken responsibility for fixing her own issues.

Looking at it positively, at least [i]I[/i] am going to fix [i]my[/i] issues.

It's just so damn irritating, when what you need is a bit of support and stability, and your own parents are the ones who try to drag you down.

Bah. I'll just have to make a note of not seeing them if I can avoid it.
Which is a shame, because they are not all bad, just that it won't be good for me to be seeing them if they drag me down.

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Well I guess that's that

Permanent Linkby Alevi on Sun Jul 17, 2011 3:21 pm

Think I have figured out why I have such a hard time getting happy, and where the origin - and development - of my problems lie.
Thing is, even when I am free of worries, experiencing lots of progress and am doing things that by rights ought to make me happy, I still don't feel as much as I should.

I think that is because I have become used to reject or ignore some feelings - which explains why I don't really get depressed.

So I figure, what I need to do is basically remind myself to feel happy, and be more selective about which feelings I do not want to acknowledge.

And I think that - roughly outlined - pretty much covers my issues.

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