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I'm a sorry excuse of a human being (7/3/19)
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I'm a sorry excuse of a human being (7/3/19)

Permanent Linkby 17jharris on Wed Jul 03, 2019 7:17 pm

All I do and all i'll ever do is lie. I've been like this for my whole ######6 life. Bold face lie whenever I'm in a pinch. My brain is so scrambled from all of this #######4 that I can't trust the memories that are in my head. I only have two options in my life, suicide or being permanently ostracized. I don't know $#%^ about $#%^, which is why I'm such a bad conversationalist. I have no genuine life experiences, all I've ever done is just take up space. I very much experience the sensation of arrested development because I have the social skills of a child. This level of social ineptitude makes every day so unbearable. I feel so trapped by who I am. I wish I could just disappear. I'm so utterly useless and stupid. All I want is death.

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