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Conversion disorder
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Conversion disorder

Permanent Linkby Zdlwoo on Tue Dec 08, 2015 12:09 pm

I looked on the forums scrolling down I try to find out if I have a disorder other than when I was diagnosed with which is schizoaffective (I am diagnosed with it but still don't know that i feel secure with just saying I have Schizoeffective like maybe it's schizotypal personality disorder)but I came across this thing called conversion disorder when I looked it up it was something strange described by Wikipedia or web M.D. But I think it wasblindness or could be other things like limb paralysis(maybe I made that up) something that is like hard to explain and remember I have to look it up more but I made a post about it my situation in the conversion forms I think it applies to conversion disorder but I haven't had a reply back since it is only been hours since I posted it

Zdlwoo wrote:I am having conversion attacks I didn't know I was I went on this psych forums list looking to hone in on my disorder and make sure that I had schizoaffective disorder make sure it is the only thing .I will try to link my voices to people that I used to know right when they would talk about something or not want me to say or do something however strenuous that might cause them the most limited amount of stress my vision would blur incredibly (at that moment) (id say something like ###$ you that's ridiculous or "I'm so sorry" and it would come back.I also sometimes lose feeling in my muscles lose feeling in my back that I would attribute to the voices and , on a side note,I don't give them power When I am not really bored. When I'm not bored I continue life fairly normal( granted I'm not speed balling )and empowering them by starting to think about them in turn in my mind causing them stress I guess drawing their attention on me .then my feeling went away from my body namely my back .I can use the muscles in a portion of my back it's like my mind was drawn off from whatever it was That makes me able to use the muscles in that part of my back "now my posture is probably messed up because whether I am working out or takes weeks off , sleep downstairs or up, its like I can't get feeling back bc I've upset them .Anyway I'm constantly popping my back because of irritation. Also I was wondering if not feeling substances or over feeling substances these days would qualify for a conversion attack. Like taking a tenth of heroin plus a big ass crack rock in a single shot feeling sober its and sometimes I'd drink like a beer by myself and feel overintoxicated.
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