I've come a long way since I first joined PF. For starters, I was in complete denial about having alters - so much denial it put Egypt out of business - & now there's been at least two integrations & five of us have found a way to communicate with each other better. I even started co-hosting with Helen without any professional help!

I came here for numerous reasons that were all self-help related. I think I've been side-tracked recently by taking things too personally that are said on here, getting too involved with other members (feuding & covertly idealizing/devaluing them) & just generally straying away from my goal to help myself. To feel better & be healthier with or without professional help, among other people who share the same goal & some of my pain.

Of course if I need/want to vent in a way that's appropriate for me to do so here, I will. But it's time I shift my MAIN focus back to what's best for myself instead of everything that ticks me off. Which means you'll be seeing less of my ramblings.