I gained so many extra ordinary powers through meditation, I know everything I need to know (or at least I think so) to achieve what I should, and what I want, and what I deserve.

The question then arises why I am here, why I am not doing what I should and why I have to waste my time here. Well I gained some insight for sure but after that I am wasting my time.

hmmm..... nothing is waste, every thing happens for a reason, I may be wasting my time here or may be not but there has to be a reason for both.

ummmm.... I am thinking I should go back and make use of my knowledge and powers. Well, what are my powers?
Intuition - what ever I say- happens - mostly soon enough
Getting what I want without effort and mostly in time
Knowledge - Have all the knowledge one could hope to have
Wisdom - Proven time and again how I solved any problems people perceived or real
Personality - Attractive personality - People have paid me to talk to me as if I am some professional guider
Looks - I look good so it's easy to get anything done

Then? Why do I not just live my life, why addicted to this site?

Surely I have some weaknesses ummmm... This is my another chance to overcome another weakness. That sounds about right.

But I don't want to focus on negatives I just want to use my positives to move ahead in my life. I think the universe is telling me to fix my weaknesses before I can move ahead. Ummm... that's very right actually as while I am in Sadesati phase it will be my time to learn about my weaknesses and judgements I make about other people.

Good o, where do we go from here?

I think giving things some time will makes things clearer as I have been making a lot of goals but not acting fully on them.

For e.g. I want to write a book on sleeping solutions, depression solutions, eating right, physical health, meditation and I want to put all these things in one place in one book but I have not started working on it.

Umm... although I have been researching about how to write a successful book. Now I want to sell this book very cheap just for $1 so every body can afford to help themselves without wasting thousands of dollars on unhelpful things. But if I sell it so cheap will people think that it's not a good book? Psychology plays a great role as proved by many researches.

Anyways, it's getting too much for now, let's do some actual work, that could be the best thing to do to begin with.