Let me continue to b***h about my life. I haven't purged for two days because someone is always around, and mother nature decided to give me my gift for the month. But since then, I've been feeling really up, not all hyper and stuff, but getting anxious and talkative for once. Especially during music club because I was finally able to rent out a flute. I guess I like my ups better than my downs because I don't feel so...moody.

Dreading my science class today, we have an exam that I'm not sure how prepared I am for it. Luckily the classes I have exams in today are after SSR and lunch, so I can study a bit more.

My dreams are getting a bit bizarre now. I mean, not riding pop tarts to mars where abundant unicorns roam bizarre, but just... bleh. Dreaming about Zack now? I just broke up with Daniel! Is there any way that my dreams can make me feel like a b***h!?

Now, the only reason why Zack has been ignoring me is because he started developing feelings for another girl, so he's stuck in the middle where he doesn't know which way to go. I can understand that. 2 girls? I can live with it if he doesn't want to be with me.

Why would he want to be with a depressed/hyper girl who mouth probably tastes like stomach acid anyways?