I'm glad I eat a sufficiant breakfast in the morning. I might pass out during the day if I didn't. Right now, my head hurts a bit and I feel kinda jittery like last night. I feel a mix (?) between my hi and low moods. Just swirly. Guess I'm going sideways~

I'm probably going to break up with Daniel today for his sake and mine. I don't want him to keep going through my mishaps. Not to mention I'm really in to position to have a boyfriend when my bulimia is getting worse (binging more, and I'm making myself throw up not more frequent, but more when I do) I feel bad though... There's a winter dance and he asked if I would go with him and I just replied with a 'I can't answer that right now'.

Zack claims he hasn't been ignoring me. But it feels like it. I have to literally be right in front of him for him to say hi to me.