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binge eating to kill myself

Postby GIVEUP2019 » Sun Aug 18, 2019 6:26 pm

I dont really know where to start with this.
I hate myself I hate my body and I hate my life. It started off comfort eating but has gotten to a point where nothing I do changes who I am so I have started eating and eating and eating forcing myself. Iv lost all care for my self image and just in general for myself. I am so miserable. I have always felt this way but tried to push it aside since having my first child. 3 children down the line and I don't wanna be here more than ever. Eatings my best friend. I am now living off chocolate and pepsi from the moment I wake up.
I dont have sex anymore. I hate my body its disgusting. I have been to the gym and tried all diets nothing works so I have given up

on my health and my life


If anybody has any advice it is greatly wanted

p.s I have spoken to doctor but as he doesn't see me as fat there is no concerns
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Re: binge eating to kill myself

Postby thegentlepath » Mon Aug 19, 2019 6:03 pm

Please don’t kill yourself. Your kiddos will be better off if you are alive. They’ve done studies on it. It’s a fact. For me, finding something greater than myself & serving that helps. Medication helps. Meditation helps. Reaching out like you’re doing here helps. It’s a marathon, not a sprint though. You might need to try two million things before you find one thing that helps. Or it feels like two million things anyway.
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