lilyfairy wrote:Hi JDW
I feel the same way much of the time- to me they're common symptoms of my depression becoming worse. The worse my mood is, the more exhausted I feel- both physically and mentally. I stay up late because I'm "not tired", then oversleep and still don't want to get up in the morning. Depression often goes with AvPD. Have you thought about discussing it with a doctor or other health professional?
It makes me feel less alone to hear you're going through similar symptoms, thanks for responding lilyfairy.
I'm fine or at least a lot less tired during the night, say 9ish onwards during summer months, but basically when it gets dark. As soon as the sun sets, I just feel this whole weight of the day on my shoulders, I'm afraid and nervous and just dread the coming day, also I guess I know that the majority of the country is sleeping, so I feel less pressure to do stuff. It seems you're similar in that you're less tired during the night?
I've tried telling doctors and they tell me it's depression and that's pretty much all they've got to say on the matter. Also, mention exercise which I know is good but it's hard to do at the moment. I agree totally with them that it's depression, I just hardly have any interests anymore and more depression symptoms than I care to share...
I got my bloods tested, I was crossing my fingers, hoping they would come back really low but they're perfectly healthy

It's quickly becoming one of the toughest symptoms to deal with, I wish there was more knowledge available on the subject but it seems the doctors are as much in the dark as we are.
Thanks again