It might be ADD if it's not Schizophrenia or related mental illness. You would need to go to a Psychologist and then a Psychiatrist for that. Family doctor could also help. Despite me taking pills for Schizophrenia, I still had trouble reading and wondered whether it might be ADD, but the Pscyhologist told me that it must be Schizophrenia related. The Risperidone pills are helping me get A's. I stopped the pills for the last three weeks of school, and I believe that gave me one or two B's. Still, the pills do not cure everything. I am really frustrated right now and anxious that I can't read the essays and textbooks I am supposed to read. In the past, I have dealt with my problem creatively and have taken tests without the readings, and it was fine, but a problem arises when I want to be a perfectionist and want to read all the way. Pink noise from Youtube have helped me a lot:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pPk9HpXZLj8, but I still have motivation issues with reading. I think it might have to do with my changed personality. Also, today I wrote in my journal what I wanted: "Straight A's, comin' my way! Straight A's. President's List. Straight A's. 3.9. Straight A's, read, read, read. Read, read, read, read, read, read, read, read, read, read, read, read, read, read, study, preview, review, computer lab, use spare time wisely, use all the free time to read. I love being a student." Psychology study involving students who didn't do anything different and students who envisioned getting A's and students who envisioned themselves working found out that those who envisionsed getting A's scored 2 pts higher, and those who, for five minutes a day, envisioned themselves working, scored 8 pts higher. After what I wrote, I suddenly started reading the essay I needed to read. But after the first essay and written essay summary, I got tired and didn't want to read all the way of the second essay, so I took a walk. I think after each essay, I need to write the same mantra again. I'll try it out now.