also my parents hate me because i have NO friends to hang out with.. they keep trying to change me and it really hurts, it makes me feel like I'm not the wanted son.. i mean they treat me like i have some sort of disease. All i want from them is to leave me alone, it's my f* business


P.S: When i say i hate people who stare at me i don't mean just a simple quick 3 seconds eye contact i mean they STARE AT ME for a long time! especially in my neighbourhood, And when they do i panic! Some of them stare at me and they look like they're holding back their laughter and when i pass they start laughing! then i start asking myself what's wrong with me? Is it because of my acne?am i walking in an improper form? Is it because I'm too skinny? Am i ugly? Even so if I'm ugly are they gonna laugh at me and say"look at that ugly a$$ kid he's so f* ugly! Look at him and laugh!" It's just too hard for me! I just like to stay in my room read books,draw,watch some tv shows and stay alone