Wanting people to fear you

I only show my true personality to my family because I want them to fear me. I tell them that I think of killing them and other random people, then they get scared and I love it. And I want my psychiatrist to be afraid of me too. I guess. I'm not afraid of keeping the truth from her anymore.

Do you gus ever feel this way?

JustCold wrote:I only show my true personality to my family because I want them to fear me. I tell them that I think of killing them and other random people, then they get scared and I love it. And I want my psychiatrist to be afraid of me too. I guess. I'm not afraid of keeping the truth from her anymore.

Do you gus ever feel this way?

You are a sadist not a psychopath. Like me you get off on people's fears, maybe the expression on their face when you say certain things, and their pain and suffering.

JustCold wrote:I only show my true personality to my family because I want them to fear me. I tell them that I think of killing them and other random people, then they get scared and I love it. And I want my psychiatrist to be afraid of me too. I guess. I'm not afraid of keeping the truth from her anymore.

Do you gus ever feel this way?

It means you have an insufficient, aching ego, and genitals to match.

If you weren't so petrified of your own inevitable death, you could have more normal (or pseudo-normal) human relations.

So, the real question is: what do you want out of this life?

mdorr1334 wrote:

JustCold wrote:I only show my true personality to my family because I want them to fear me. I tell them that I think of killing them and other random people, then they get scared and I love it. And I want my psychiatrist to be afraid of me too. I guess. I'm not afraid of keeping the truth from her anymore.

Do you gus ever feel this way?

You are a sadist not a psychopath. Like me you get off on people's fears, maybe the expression on their face when you say certain things, and their pain and suffering.

He could be a sadist and a psychopath. Or he could be a sadistic narcissist, or he could just be a wannabe psychopath. Who knows?

Quite the opposite, my friend!


I want people to love me.

No, but I've been completely honest with my friends before to see how they react. It's not a "FEAR MEH" thing, it's an "I'm bored. What if..." thing.

I'd love you, Sunlight.

JustCold wrote:I only show my true personality to my family because I want them to fear me. I tell them that I think of killing them and other random people, then they get scared and I love it. And I want my psychiatrist to be afraid of me too. I guess. I'm not afraid of keeping the truth from her anymore.

Do you gus ever feel this way?

Such is unnecessary.

Infact, Kanin hit it on the head. The only time I reveal details about 'me' (Genuine ones, that is.) is when I am completely and utterly bored. I should probably work on finding a new method of forcing myself to be stimulated by the conversation of others.

What I want out of this life? Rule the world. Also I'm a girl.

I should've added I was put on anxiety meds. I think that might've increased my 'sadistic' need for people's fear. I do it because I'm so bored too. Not like I can do anything else that wouldn't land me in trouble.

JustCold wrote:What I want out of this life? Rule the world. Also I'm a girl.

I should've added I was put on anxiety meds. I think that might've increased my 'sadistic' need for people's fear. I do it because I'm so bored too. Not like I can do anything else that wouldn't land me in trouble.

Well, if you do something physical to satisfy your sadistic needs that could land you in the legal system.

mdorr1334 wrote:

JustCold wrote:What I want out of this life? Rule the world. Also I'm a girl.

I should've added I was put on anxiety meds. I think that might've increased my 'sadistic' need for people's fear. I do it because I'm so bored too. Not like I can do anything else that wouldn't land me in trouble.

Well, if you do something physical to satisfy your sadistic needs that could land you in the legal system.

There are ways that you can have people fear you that would not really put you in trouble with the legal system. For example, spitting in your hands and then running after people with your arms stretched. Or just giving up on washing altogether.