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Ruination Fetish

Postby Zoicite23 » Wed Oct 09, 2019 6:44 am

Hey guys! You all seem like nice and helpful antisocials.

So if you google "most darkest site on the internet" quora or something will give you links to gore, murders and other nasties. That's not really want I'm looking for... I may not be able to find what I'm looking for. When I say: I want to read about sociopaths/narcissists and their exploits, I'd prefer something written, accounts of ways people chose to fck with someone's head emotionally or romantically.

I did find something on dread games, which is about men terrorising women in relationships for manipulation, and that is sort of more along the lines of what I'm looking for. Though I'm gay. Honestly even a blog written by a narcissist/sociopath talking about how great they are and their sexual exploits would excite me.

Tales of ruination where you crept into someone's heart, their most vulnerable space, seized a deep power within their psyche by bringing their greatest needs and insecurities to light.
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Re: Ruination Fetish

Postby DaturaInnoxia » Wed Oct 09, 2019 7:01 am

If it doesn't have to be from the ASPDs or NPD's perspective, I'd think you'd find a lot of detail and play-by-plays within websites that cater to survivors of psychopathic/malignant narcissistic abuse.
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Re: Ruination Fetish

Postby ShaolinMonk » Wed Oct 09, 2019 7:08 am

zoospecimen's blog is her 'character' development.
The fleshing out part, is where the fun begins. :mrgreen:

I'd pay to watch the show of Zooey and Samuel Little Meet Up :twisted:
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Re: Ruination Fetish

Postby Schwärmer » Wed Oct 09, 2019 10:17 am

I do not go out of my way to destroy people. I simply do as I do and they seem to cut themselves up every which way on it. There have been times that I experience a rush or high when I have shaken someone's world, but this is rare, and when it does happen only lasts a short time before taking a sharp leap toward indifference. There does not seem to be a consistent trigger for it. I do not sit around contemplating other peoples turmoil. There is not a sexual component. Curiosity is different.

That said I have in varying ways ruined people in that they never trust the same way again. I lack the motivation to write about much of it because it does not excite me. People and their problems, victim complexes, what have you are extraordinarily repetitive.

Keep me updated on your list of fetishes and when/if ever it contains something exciting. You were almost there and then botched it with your love for the whiny breed.
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Re: Ruination Fetish

Postby Zoicite23 » Wed Oct 09, 2019 10:20 am

Schwärmer wrote:Keep me updated on your list of fetishes and when/if ever it contains something exciting. You were almost there and then botched it with your love for the whiny breed.


Perhaps this is a better question for narcissists and regular empaths/apaths then. You need to be able to understand the depth of the pain you cause to get any type of excitement or satisfaction from it. And the more intelligently you do it and manage to invade a person is interesting.

Actually, I prefer to heal and show love, simply because it is more of a test of skill than destroying. But destroying is also intricate and fun to read about.
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Re: Ruination Fetish

Postby Squaredonutwheels » Wed Oct 09, 2019 10:31 am

If you want something to read that has 'sociopaths' and 'narcissists' destroying lives, try this novel
Les Liaisons dangereuses
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Re: Ruination Fetish

Postby Reaper » Wed Oct 09, 2019 10:32 am

I don't mind bragging about my experiences, so I can tell you a few 'ruination stories' at some point. Not now though cause I'm busy, but I will when I have more time on my hands.
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Re: Ruination Fetish

Postby solemnlysworn » Wed Oct 09, 2019 10:34 am

Squaredonutwheels wrote:If you want something to read that has 'sociopaths' and 'narcissists' destroying lives, try this novel
Les Liaisons dangereuses

It’s glorious. The malkovic movie is nearly as good
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Re: Ruination Fetish

Postby Squaredonutwheels » Wed Oct 09, 2019 10:49 am

I have not actually read the book. I know someone who has who has told me about it and it popped up when I read the OP.

Thanks for telling me it's a movie, maybe I'll give that a go because I can't seem to sit down and read books anymore.
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Re: Ruination Fetish

Postby ShaolinMonk » Wed Oct 09, 2019 11:12 am

From zoospecimen's blog:

Insatiability for Experience

Permanent Linkby Zoicite23 on Thu Oct 03, 2019 5:55 pm

Blah blah blah

I want attention.

yada yada
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Blocked :mrgreen:
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