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The Dark Side of Aeva117

Postby ShaolinMonk » Sat Sep 28, 2019 4:47 am

Aeva117 » Sat Sep 28, 2019 12:26 pm

I wouldn't say I feel like an outcast, but I'm noticeably different because I am a young woman who uses mobility aids. Disability makes a lot of people uncomfortable, so the reactions to me are different than when I was physically healthier.

I definitely don't feel like I'm "normal", but I generally hide the darker aspects of my personality, so I think my own perception of not fitting in is quite different from how I'm actually perceived by others. My isolation is much more self-imposed than because I've been rejected by society.


Female and young, let's place that between 20-30, is that correct?
Mobility aids? In what manner? Wheel chair?
Explain if you would.

'Normal', what is in your opinion, abnormal?

'Darker aspects of personality': Like what precisely? What is the comparative you are using?
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Postby Aeva117 » Sat Sep 28, 2019 1:01 pm

You're correct on the age range. In terms of mobility aids, it depends on the day and the activity.

Compared to me, "normal" would be relatively healthy attachments (I feel no connection to other people, including family), no regular impulses to kill people just to watch the blood, empathy, impulse control, no fascination with death, trusting people, etc.
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Postby ShaolinMonk » Sat Sep 28, 2019 2:05 pm

In terms of mobility aids, it depends on the day and the activity.


In practical terms, what does that mean?
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Postby justonemoreperson » Sat Sep 28, 2019 2:06 pm

MS?
I'm not arguing; I'm explaining why I'm right.
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Postby Aeva117 » Sat Sep 28, 2019 9:32 pm

ShaolinMonk wrote:
In terms of mobility aids, it depends on the day and the activity.


In practical terms, what does that mean?


Most of the time I use a cane or forearm crutches. Occasionally I'll use a walker. If I have to be on my feet 30+ minutes, I'll use my wheelchair.

justonemoreperson wrote:MS?

Nope
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Postby ShaolinMonk » Sat Sep 28, 2019 11:49 pm

Thank you, and is the ailment a secret for a reason? What is the origin of it, as it is not MS, what is it?
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Postby Aeva117 » Sun Sep 29, 2019 12:43 am

ShaolinMonk wrote:Thank you, and is the ailment a secret for a reason? What is the origin of it, as it is not MS, what is it?


It's genetic. It's not secret from the people in my "real life", but since it's a rare condition, it's a little too identifying for me to feel comfortable naming it here.
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Postby solemnlysworn » Sun Sep 29, 2019 12:46 am

Timmehhhh
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Postby ShaolinMonk » Sun Sep 29, 2019 3:09 pm

Unless you are a case study, doubt it is that unique. And even then, your identity would be unknown.
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Postby saucygirl31 » Tue Oct 01, 2019 12:42 am

i don't have the patience for these ppl who are cripple and say they don't feel attachment.

how does one know if they feel attached, anyway?
or love? or empathy? it's all relative to what we know, and no one is completely void of anything. saying u don't feel attachment is like saying instead of breast feeding you rejected the teet. or while dating u never texted them first.

break a leg bitch.
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