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Re: fukin epiphany - i want to matter.

Postby xdude » Tue Sep 10, 2019 3:48 pm

saucygirl31 wrote:maybe a big work decision that did really well or ate sht?


I made so many influential choices there including ripping apart previous choices that they still want to me to be on-board, even though I barely bother anymore. I have no part of that company anymore, but am still on the email list. I am glad I made waves though, because nobody cares if you don't.

saucygirl31 wrote:maybe u fuked up an ex beyond repair or on the other hand did good stuff?


yep, she ripped me apart, and then I finally ripped her apart too.
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Postby xdude » Tue Sep 10, 2019 3:57 pm

xdude wrote:yep, she ripped me apart, and then I finally ripped her apart too.


I take no joy in this, but push me too my limits and then ###$ all, go for the throat. Hate this $#%^.
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Re: fukin epiphany - i want to matter.

Postby Reaper » Tue Sep 10, 2019 10:12 pm

saucygirl31 wrote:im curious for u all.. whats the most influential thing uve ever done?


That's a tough question because I've done quite a few influential things, but nothing on a grand scale of course. There are a lot of instances where I influenced people via manipulation, but I think the most influential thing I've ever done was be a parent. It's one of the most important jobs in the world. You have someone's life entirely in your hands and that person is completely dependent on you for everything. You can influence and mold it into whatever you want, both physically and psychologically, and that can have a lasting, long-term affect.

and reaper it has to be in the real world.


Well, gosh, if you didn't remind me I wouldn't fuking know. I do share my real experiences here you know...
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Re: fukin epiphany - i want to matter.

Postby saucygirl31 » Wed Sep 11, 2019 12:04 am

im pretty influenctial. I mean

my idle Jew kings suspect I brown nose
cuz my wild mood swings effect the Dow Jones

my tribal nude flings are specked with round blows
cuz my vile rude thing had wrecked and plowed hoes
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Re: fukin epiphany - i want to matter.

Postby xdude » Wed Sep 11, 2019 2:06 am

I don't enjoy influencing others, it's not fun. Avoiding a catastrophic outcome might need to be done, but it's not a joyful moment. The company I mentioned was about to make some utterly stupid mistakes, but they are still in business today because someone spoke up, someone had to be the dick and steer the ship. There was no joy in it though, it was just you are about to go down a path of fail. Don't. I am sort of thankful though that I can still consult there, free, no charge, such a strange thing though, I don't work there, but it's just don't do stupid $#%^ and they will be fine.

There is a fine line between control and valid advice.
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Re: fukin epiphany - i want to matter.

Postby justonemoreperson » Wed Sep 11, 2019 6:38 am

saucygirl31 wrote:
im curious for u all.. whats the most influential thing uve ever done?


Probably making the national news in Africa for coming up with a plan to provide international service links for the finance secretary of Kenya. That started as a random conversation that started from nowhere really.

Drove an ex to multiple suicide attempts.

Talked my way into a job I couldn't do because I f*cking hated the guy I was working with at the time, which turned out to be the best decision I've made in work.

Lost £60k in three months on coke parties.

Most of what I do is either highly successful or a major f*ck up.
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Re: fukin epiphany - i want to matter.

Postby saucygirl31 » Wed Sep 11, 2019 2:08 pm

huh. similar but on a slightly smaller scale.

mayi ask how old u are.
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Re: fukin epiphany - i want to matter.

Postby justonemoreperson » Thu Sep 12, 2019 6:08 am

Late 40's
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Re: fukin epiphany - i want to matter.

Postby Squaredonutwheels » Thu Sep 12, 2019 6:31 am

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Last_univ ... n_ancestor

The common ancestor to ALL life on earth was probably a single celled organism that existed in deep sea hydrothermal vents around 4 billion years ago.

a few billion years from now..

some things are going to be doing stuffs. Who knows who what the heck they will look like.
The common ancestor to them is alive right now but we have no idea who or what it is.

For all we know it could be the offspring of some bacteria that you picked out of your coke nose and @!@@@! away in a huff.
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Re: fukin epiphany - i want to matter.

Postby justonemoreperson » Thu Sep 12, 2019 6:39 am

Squaredonutwheels wrote:https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Last_universal_common_ancestor

The common ancestor to ALL life on earth was probably a single celled organism that existed in deep sea hydrothermal vents around 4 billion years ago.

a few billion years from now..

some things are going to be doing stuffs. Who knows who what the heck they will look like.
The common ancestor to them is alive right now but we have no idea who or what it is.

For all we know it could be the offspring of some bacteria that you picked out of your coke nose and @!@@@! away in a huff.


Liquid water found on habitable planet:

https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/science-environment-49648746

They're now seeing if they can detect gases made by living organisms; the next 10 years of development to create new telescopes capable of detecting farting bacteria.
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