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Re: Impulsivity and recklessness

Postby Reaper » Wed Jul 10, 2019 6:35 am

Squaredonutwheels wrote:Surprised no one has felt up their dog, fingered their bum and tasted it or lit a smoke at a gas station. Ya know unflattering stuff.


You're a real badass, aren't you.

I thought about fuking a dog I owned once, but I draw the line at beastiality. I can't say I've ever desired to taste my own shlt. I know it smells like roses, but come on. And... I don't smoke, so, there's that.

Not saying I have.

Obviously


Oh, of course. I absolutely believe you.
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Re: Impulsivity and recklessness

Postby justonemoreperson » Wed Jul 10, 2019 8:00 am

@OP

Broke into the police station to steal stuff from the desks of the offices.
Stole a car in front of the owner.
Started a fight with this huge guy in front of the rest of his crowd (used to do this a lot)
Walked to the front of the line at border security in Dubai and started an argument with the guard.
Drove my motorbike through a mall.
Lit the gas tap in the chemistry lab in school.
Lit a joint while waiting to be processed for assault.
Dragged a guy out of a train toilet so I could piss.
Thrown rocks at police cars.
Threw a person's dog over a wall and killed it.
Threw cats at trains.
Walked into a stranger's kitchen and went through their fridge looking for food.
Shot a cross-bow bolt through a heating pipe in my parents house to see what it would do.
Pulled the heating controls off the wall because the boiler wasn't working.
Urinated over the balcony onto the dancefloor of a nightclub.
Bought loads of stuff I've never used.
Shot at random people with an air rifle from my bedroom window.

The list goes on. How does 20/20 hindsight make me feel about that stuff? Like a f*cking moron, but it was all fun.

Why did I do that stuff? No idea, just because I wanted to at the time.

I keep adding stuff I remember; probably not a good thing that it's still funny.
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Re: Impulsivity and recklessness

Postby Squaredonutwheels » Wed Jul 10, 2019 8:22 am

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fdkfjcking hell

:mrgreen: :mrgreen:
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Re: Impulsivity and recklessness

Postby justonemoreperson » Wed Jul 10, 2019 8:27 am

I don't talk about that stuff much, because a lot of it is in the past and represents a pathway to nowhere. Hindsight builds and presents an expanding image of chaos, which is not to my advantage, so I work to stop myself from repeating the same behaviours.

I own a cat and a dog, I lock up my weapons, I force myself to stand in the longest lines, I volunteered to work with emergency services a few years ago, etc.
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Re: Impulsivity and recklessness

Postby Squaredonutwheels » Wed Jul 10, 2019 8:28 am

that post just keeps giving and giving.

F*cking stomach hurts from laughing.
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Re: Impulsivity and recklessness

Postby justonemoreperson » Wed Jul 10, 2019 8:29 am

Squaredonutwheels wrote:that post just keeps giving and giving.

F*cking stomach hurts from laughing.


Which is why I tend not to focus on it; it serves no constructive purpose.
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Re: Impulsivity and recklessness

Postby Squaredonutwheels » Wed Jul 10, 2019 8:31 am

my bad. Really shouldn't find it funny either.

Seriously hard to keep a composed front and focus on constructive aspects when this stuff is just too good.
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Re: Impulsivity and recklessness

Postby Trivago » Wed Jul 10, 2019 8:33 am

Surviving the stupidity of youth is part art and blind luck.
Just because everyone was yelling at me at the time, doesn't mean I was wrong. In fact, apparently, far from it.
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Re: Impulsivity and recklessness

Postby justonemoreperson » Wed Jul 10, 2019 8:36 am

I know. I try to do stuff that fills that need while being more constructive. I find that if I'm inactive for a few days the impulse rises and I never know where it's going to manifest itself, so I'm always busy with stuff.

Giving myself stuff to focus on seems to prevent it. Also weed helps, as it calms me down and lets me find interest in simpler things.
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Re: Impulsivity and recklessness

Postby Cassandre » Wed Jul 10, 2019 8:38 am

justonemoreperson wrote:Broke into the police station to steal stuff from the desks of the offices.
Stole a car in front of the owner.
Started a fight with this huge guy in front of the rest of his crowd (used to do this a lot)
Lit a joint while waiting to be processed for assault.
Dragged a guy out of a train toilet so I could piss.
Pulled the heating controls off the wall because the boiler wasn't working.


It IS funny, Francis Begbie kind of funny
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