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Thrill seeking

Postby slither » Thu Dec 06, 2018 7:42 pm

So I recently did something stupid, equivalent to russian roulette, won't go into detail, but it was an amazing high, so to speak. Since I'd rather live, I won't be doing it again though, nor do I feel it would be exciting enough to warrant experiencing again.

My question is, what's next after risking death as a one time thing for the thrill? I've seen elsewhere on the internet that someone that commits homicide for pleasure may find that killing themselves is the only "higher high" to attain, the only thing next. I cannot attest to that since I have never committed homicide, but where do I go now? It seems life has no greater challenge.
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Re: Thrill seeking

Postby PsychoGenesis » Thu Dec 06, 2018 7:51 pm

I've seen elsewhere on the internet that someone that commits homicide for pleasure may find that killing themselves is the only "higher high" to attain, the only thing next.


you're watching too much black mirror

but where do I go now?


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Re: Thrill seeking

Postby slither » Thu Dec 06, 2018 8:09 pm

I should have said I've experimented with altered states of consciousness already (psychonautism), but I haven't done DMT before. I think what I've done without DMT is substantial, but I'm bored, and more of the same isn't going to cut it. How about more practical suggestions?
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Re: Thrill seeking

Postby solemnlysworn » Thu Dec 06, 2018 8:19 pm

I've seen elsewhere on the internet that someone that commits homicide for pleasure may find that killing themselves is the only "higher high" to attain, the only thing next


It's the convergence point. Each distractive measure builds up towards it anyway. Question is how long it's put off and whether the methods by which you do so are egosyntonic.

I'd recommend finger painting, since apparently brushes are a hazard
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Postby solemnlysworn » Thu Dec 06, 2018 8:33 pm

I misread what you said. Ignore me
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Re: Thrill seeking

Postby PsychoGenesis » Thu Dec 06, 2018 9:29 pm

slither wrote:I should have said I've experimented with altered states of consciousness already (psychonautism), but I haven't done DMT before. I think what I've done without DMT is substantial, but I'm bored, and more of the same isn't going to cut it. How about more practical suggestions?


you want adrenaline, and dynorphin right? try it on a fast ROA and thank me later...or don't.
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Re: Thrill seeking

Postby MrThetaBeta » Thu Dec 06, 2018 9:36 pm

meow melatonin hydrolosis (as a gift)

dmt can in fact be a melatonin hydrolosis


dmt is closer to nutmeg. the various meow's are the bomb, some are pure sex, some are pure euphoria

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SOme call it majik as in blood sugar sex majik MUSHROOMS!@!!

I do wonder how compatible various melatonins are in various mushrooms, when it comes to tryptophan and melatonin.
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Re: Thrill seeking

Postby PsychoGenesis » Thu Dec 06, 2018 9:48 pm

MrThetaBeta wrote:meow melatonin hydrolosis (as a gift)

dmt can in fact be a melatonin hydrolosis


dmt is closer to nutmeg. the various meow's are the bomb, some are pure sex, some are pure euphoria


yea mipt is the one for sex, unless you are into bdsm

did you try dmt via a hot rail?
or with 5ht1a blocker like strassman did in the 90's??

https://www.reddit.com/r/DMT/comments/7 ... p_23_fold/
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Re: Thrill seeking

Postby Quoth » Fri Dec 07, 2018 3:49 am

The OP reminds me of a sh*t joke someone told me while I was still at school

A new American ambassador was being entertained by an African diplomat. They'd spent the day discussing what the country had received from the Russians before the new government kicked them out.

"The Russians built us a power plant, a highway, and an airport. Plus, we learned to drink vodka and play Russian roulette." The African diplomat said.

The American frowned. "Russian roulette's not a very nice game." He said.

The diplomat smiled. "That's why we developed African roulette. If you want to have good relations with our country, you'll have to play. "I'll show you how." He pushed a buzzer, and a moment later, six magnificently built, nude women were ushered in. "You can choose any one of those women to give you a blowjob," he told the American.

"That's great," the ambassador said, "but it doesn't seem much like Russian roulette."

"Oh, it is. One of them is a cannibal."
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Re: Thrill seeking

Postby Squaredonutwheels » Fri Dec 07, 2018 5:50 am

@OP

Where to do now without actually doing anything too naughty?

Do driving jobs for hoes doing cash and dash.

You'll get a chuckle here and there out of the funny sh1t that happens.
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